FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

Such an awful week last week due to the stroke that my laptop had, causing me to lose EVERYTHING! I don't really care about losing school work because it can be redone and a simple explanation to the teachers and they understand. But I lost my "novel" that I was working on, basically the thing that has been one of the closest things to me - 40 whole pages just gone. I know it's my fault for not backing it up, all I have left is two pages....the first two, I really want to rewrite but what I had before the loss was something that I was REALLY proud of, and I'm not one to love my own work. But I have a horrible feeling that if I try to rewrite it, I'll try too hard at trying to make it like it was and just end up ruining it......
I think I'll just write and see where it goes.....if it goes to shit then I will have to make lots of changes :( ahhh well, as long as i have these first two pages and no fire hitting my house and destroying those then I'll be OK.


Another pointless blog to basically no one........

Peace
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